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The Incredible
‘Mistress Cyan’
by Randy Burns
Mistress
Cyan’s legs, body, looks and manner, make her one
of the very best Dominants in the fetish world today.
Spending time with her is like a secret gift that you give
to yourself. Once opened - you jump with joy!
Randy: After you became a female -
totally freed from hiding your desire, do you think being
fully feminine for the very first time made you assume the
submissive side of your D/s involvement in the beginning?
Was that your first choice because you were a new woman,
or did you really enjoy it?
MISTRESS
CYAN: No, I don’t think that it was the feeling of
My femininity that had anything to do with it. I had
always had fantasies of Bondage and being submissive.
Maybe because I was so Dominant in every other area of My
life. When I look back, I realize that I have ALWAYS been,
what people call, “A Control Freak”... I was always
the one stepping up and making the decisions about what My
friends and I were going to do and when. The hardest thing
I ever had to learn in business was how to delegate
responsibility.
As far as whether I enjoyed the
submissive role at that time.... I absolutely did!!! I
never would have gotten so involved had I not. As a
submissive in My early days, I was totally into the
Lifestyle... I was collared and wore a collar 24/7.
Actually, I had no choice about the collar because My
Master at the time decided that My collar would be a
custom made shiny silver chain collar that was unable to
be removed unless it were broken... there was no clasp or
buckle... the links of the chain were closed. It was
pretty prominent and did raise questions every time I went
through a metal detector and set it off ! The looks on the
faces of security when I was told to remove it and I told
them that it would not come off ! Totally a “Kodak
Moment” !!!
But really, I did enjoy My days as a
submissive and am not ashamed of that. I was not
“forced” to submit in order to be trained as a Domina,
I willingly surrendered that power to My Dominant at that
time and it was a very fulfilling experience.
Randy: When you switched from
submissive to Dominant one day, just for the fun of it,
you say you were hooked on Domination from that point on.
Could you explain that time and what happened-the feelings
that rose within you, and what part of Dominating did you
enjoy the most in the beginning?
MISTRESS CYAN:
Well, My Master and I were preparing to go to a Fetish
Play Party at a Fetish Club one night when My Master
confided that He would like to switch for the night and
reverse roles. As I have said before, this was such a
surprise and I was so apprehensive about taking the
Dominant role because I had enjoyed the submissive role so
much, but I agreed to try it.
Shortly after arriving, I instructed My
submissive for the evening to get Me something to drink
and some snacks. He promptly returned, got on his knees
and offered Me the refreshments. I really liked that and I
started to feel a little more comfortable. I then knew
that I could “pull it off” that night because, as a
submissive, I knew how to present, and therefore, knew how
to handle My new submissive.
I then ordered him to crawl over to the
St Andrews Cross where I secured him and started to do a
flogging. Again, I really enjoyed this. The feeling I had
knowing that I was in control of what was going to happen
and when was so cool... I was the one pushing the buttons
and guiding My submissive into subspace, which is a
wonderful place to be... and I speak from experience! I
had the authority to do whatever I wanted and decide how
far I wanted to take My sub. I also had the power to stop
at ANY time I wanted... I had the power to frustrate My
slave or drive him into euphoric bliss.
The experience was something that is
hard to put into words, but it was an awakening... My
fantasies of submissiveness were replaced with the reality
of Dominance. Afterwards, I had a number of slaves in
attendance kneeling at My feet begging to serve Me, giving
Me foot and leg massages and kissing My feet. How could
anyone not enjoy that LOL !!!
Randy: Did you learn the
different aspects of being a Dominatrix from other friends
with more experience? Did you teach yourself?
MISTRESS CYAN: I was actually
taught by some very well known people in the Lifestyle,
some of which were Pro Dommes and some who were not. I was
very lucky to have gotten to know Mistress Jennifer Antone,
a very experienced Pro Domme who was deeply rooted in the
D/s Lifestyle as well. She was fantastic and I will always
remember Her as being a major influence.
Many of the people I was “hanging
out” with and going to play parties with were long time
players. You need to realize that when I came into this,
there was no Internet... It was pretty much all
underground and the Lifestyle was very much “Old
Guard.” There was a lot of protocol and everyone who was
in ‘the scene’ knew everyone else in one capacity or
another. The Janus Society, and later- Threshold, were
really the only “organizations” that were available to
what I may call the general public and you were required
to attend an orientation before being allowed to join and
attend any functions. Many of the people who taught Me
were Officers in those groups. They were people who
traveled and conducted workshops and seminars at the
various Leather events around the country. I am not at
liberty to mention names as many of these people are in
prominent public positions now and would be inappropriate
to “out” them. I credited a few in some recent
interviews and they requested that they remain anonymous
at this point in their lives, so I will respect those
wishes.
As far as teaching Myself... I would say
that it would be more accurate to say that I have taken
what I have been taught and adapted it to My style,
perfected it to the point that I am confident and
comfortable using everything I have learned in any
situation or scene I am in. Everything in life, including
BDSM, is a learning experience and I am either learning
something new or ‘teaching’ Myself something new all
the time. Everyone can, and should continue to learn and
expand their knowledge and expertise. Nobody knows it all
and if they think they do, the only one they’re fooling
is themselves.
Randy: During a session, how
intense and painful has a submissive begged to be treated?
MISTRESS CYAN: Before I answer
this, I’d like to first say that when I do a session
with someone, it is I that decides what, when and how
things will be done, I am not a “paid submissive” that
is getting paid to do whatever someone wants Me to do.
Yes, I find out about the submissive’s desire and
fantasies as well as their interests and limits and I take
all that into consideration when I am going to structure a
scene. I ALWAYS respect hard limits... No means No and a
submissive can be assured that his/her hard limits will
never be violated in a scene, but I also try to include
the things that they are interested in into the scene too.
With that being said, let Me continue
with your question... The most painful thing that a
submissive has begged for in a session was to have his
cock and balls nailed to a board and then have a glass rod
inserted deeply into the urethra. He then wanted Me to
beat his cock with a hammer to shatter the glass rod in
his urethra. He had said that he’d previously inserted
rose bush stems with thorns in the urethra and pulled it
out so the thorns would tear up the tissue and had also
inserted “stinging nettle” a plant that secretes a
very stingy sensation for a considerable amount of time
when touched. Needles to say, I did not do it even though
he begged and begged Me to do it. He even offered Me a
great deal of money if I would, but I would not. I believe
that a Dominant has not only the authority to administer
pain and discipline, but has the responsibility of
maintaining the submissive’s safety as well. One must
accept that responsibility if they want the authority...
they come hand-in-hand with each other.
Now, how intense have I been when
required... Again, I am never “required” to do
anything except take on the responsibility of one’s
safety and that goes with the territory as I previously
stated. I do, however, get very intense when I want to and
when I am playing with heavy players. I really enjoy heavy
flogging and single-tail sessions, intense Violet Wand
play and heavy corporal. I have one person I play with on
a regular basis who I have known for about 12 years and we
get very intense... I start off with an Over-The-Knee
spanking, which is one thing I am pretty well known for,
and is followed up with a leather slapper, then a rubber
slapper, an oak paddle, a mahogany paddle, a razor strap
and finally 200 cane strokes. THAT is pretty intense! The
scene usually lasts for about two hours and he can go that
far because of the slow warm up and progression. Yes, he
is a heavy, masochistic bottom, but could never go that
far if someone just started beating his ass. I know how to
get REALLY intense in a very safe and non-threatening
manner.
Randy: How would you handle a
first time cross-dresser? Let’s say that person wishes
to be cross-dressed, humiliated, turned into your slut and
be treated like one.
MISTRESS CYAN: No, That is
actually a pretty common scene with a lot of heterosexual
males. They don’t feel that they can go there with their
wives of girlfriends for fear of being labeled as gay, or
they fear that the wife or girlfriend will lose respect
for them or even worse, laugh at them and leave them. They
are afraid that the women in their lives will not
understand and that’s a shame. It’s so sad that in our
culture today, people who are in love with each other
cannot be honest with each other for fear of rejection.
But, in My Dungeon, it is another world, it is not the
vanilla world were people are so judgmental. Everyone can
feel accepted rather than tolerated. That enables Me to
touch the souls of many I play with.
I understand their fantasies and their
desires, and I know how to make them a reality on My
terms, which is also important to the submissive. The
session is so much more fulfilling when the submissive is
totally not in control and doesn’t know what is going to
happen next rather than “topping from the bottom” and
telling the Domme what they want to have done to them.
When a novice comes to Me with that fantasy, I will start
doing the session with them as a male and “force
feminize” them by requiring them to get into some very
feminine attire which can range from some simple lingerie
to a full French Maids outfit. I threaten them with a whip
so they comply and then usually put them in some type of
restraints so they feel vulnerable... I strip them of the
masculine energy and male ego and replace it with that
soft feminine side that they usually respond to in a very
positive way.
I will tell them how sexy they look as a
sissy and how much of a slut they are going to become
under My training. Compliance brings a level of praise
while defiance results in ridicule and punishment. Soon,
they realize being a sissy for Me is a good thing and
relates it to good feelings. I tell them how much they are
going to love submitting and are on their way to becoming
a little slut that craves taking My strapon in their mouth
and their pussy ass.
It is never a surprise that they come
see Me on a regular basis... I combine both the physical
and emotional needs into My sessions. I take what they
have been taught as being wrong, or considered taboo, as
being normal and acceptable in My world.
Randy: Why do you think so many
men are drawn to a Dominatrix and other women - who wear
spiked heels? Why do many men want to worship high heels,
spiked heeled boots and feet? Do you think it’s the
symbolism and sexiness of them, or is it another way for
them to be humiliated?
MISTRESS CYAN: Actually, I
think it’s all of the above, both singularly and
collectively. High heels are sexy, they give the foot and
the leg a nice shape and enhance the attractiveness of the
female... the derriere has much more shape and the walk is
much more feminine. Many get excited just by the sound of
“heels clicking on the floor” as women walk.
As far as why some men are attracted to
women’s feet, that is probably as diverse as there are
people. It could be any reason, just as some men prefer
blondes while others prefer brunettes. Some guys can get
turned on looking at a woman’s sexy ass, while another
is attracted to the legs, and then there are those that
look at the feet. I don’t really feel that there is any
particular reason why a guy has a foot fetish.
But, there are, without a doubt, guys
that are into humiliation and enjoy foot worship as a
means of reinforcing their position as a lowly male - who
is there to serve the Female and helps establish the
Female as the Dominant, as the submissive is on all fours
kissing and worshipping Her feet. There is a symbolism
also, to an extent, because most of humanity, today and
all through history, relate the act of kneeling before
someone or kissing their boot as an act of submission and
surrender. The submissive’s acceptance of that
submission- It reinforces that submission.
And speaking of symbolism, it should
also be noted that in today’s world where women are
assuming the work roles of men, running companies as
CEO’s in Corporate America, and more and more are
wearing “male-oriented attire” such as pants and
shirts, it is the high heel that still remains exclusively
feminine. And most men will always be attracted to that
which is exclusively associated with femininity in one way
or another.
Randy: Could you explain to us a
favorite session of yours, how you like the submissive to
act and what you personally like to do the most to a slave
or submissive. You know, ‘These are a few of my favorite
things?’
MISTRESS CYAN: I would have to
say that My favorite sessions are those in which the slave
or submissive really reacts to what I am doing. It
doesn’t always have to be verbal, it can be through body
language. My buttons are pushed through the reactions I
get from the slave or the submissive. It’s not so much
what I am doing, although I do love bondage, flogging and
singletail, heavy corporal, tickling, foot worship, forced
feminization, Violet Wand play and slut training. It’s
what I get back that’s important to Me. Someone who just
stands, sits or lays there and shows no response is like
an emotional vampire... all they do is take and take and
they give nothing back. I WANT something back from them. I
am not there to just give. I won’t play with those type
of people.
I have one slave who goes really deep
into subspace and reacts to every swat of the paddle and
every lash of the whip. It is so erotic to play with
someone like that. I will be sensually sadistic by
alternating the flogging with the light touches and
strokes of My long red fingernails down her back. She
almost melts and the goose bumps just jump out as she
moans in ecstasy - then I resume the flogging and
single-tail, and again light sensual touches with an
occasional rub on the back and ass with a rabbit fur. It
is so sexy and we can play for hours at a time, which is
important to Me because I NEVER put a time limit on a
session.
Randy: I would love to know the
extent of the feelings you yourself receive while immersed
in an excellent session. Could you go into those emotions
and feelings as far as you’d like?
MISTRESS CYAN: Wow, that’s a
very interesting question and I’d have to say that
it’s a number of things. I tend to really focus on what
I am doing because it’s not like just going through the
motions with Me... My sessions are not like following a
manual and going from step 1 to step 2 and so on. Each
session is different in one way or another, as is each
slave or submissive... each is unique in their own way and
the sessions tend to take a life of their own.
I “bond” with the person I am
playing with on, what one might call, a spiritual level of
sorts. I tune into their feelings and having experienced
the sub-space Myself in the past, I can identify where
they are and what they are experiencing. For Me, this
bonding is very intense and if the submissive is giving
back to Me with their emotions and feelings, and are
“letting loose” then I am on My way to getting a
mental and emotional “orgasm”, so to speak, which is
so much more intense than just a physical one. That might
not make sense to a lot of people, but anyone can have a
physical orgasm, that’s what I have My vibrator for, but
the mental and emotional ones aren’t brought about by
sexual stimulation alone. A good scene is like a drug to
me, it gives Me a natural, euphoric high, it stimulates My
senses and challenges My abilities. It’s what drives me
to be the Domina I am.
Randy: After you became a female
- totally freed from hiding your desire, do you think
being fully feminine for the very first time made you
assume the submissive side of your D/s involvement in the
beginning? Was that your first choice because you were a
new woman, or did you really enjoy it?
MISTRESS CYAN: No, I don’t
think that it was the feeling of My femininity that had
anything to do with it. I had always had fantasies of
Bondage and being submissive. Maybe because I was so
Dominant in every other area of My life. When I look back,
I realize that I have ALWAYS been, what people call, “A
Control Freak”... I was always the one stepping up and
making the decisions about what My friends and I were
going to do and when. The hardest thing I ever had to
learn in business was how to delegate responsibility.
As far as whether I enjoyed the
submissive role at that time.... I absolutely did!!! I
never would have gotten so involved had I not. As a
submissive in My early days, I was totally into the
Lifestyle... I was collared and wore a collar 24/7.
Actually, I had no choice about the collar because My
Master at the time decided that My collar would be a
custom made shiny silver chain collar that was unable to
be removed unless it were broken... there was no clasp or
buckle... the links of the chain were closed. It was
pretty prominent and did raise questions every time I went
through a metal detector and set it off ! The looks on the
faces of security when I was told to remove it and I told
them that it would not come off ! Totally a “Kodak
Moment” !!!
But really, I did enjoy My days as a
submissive and am not ashamed of that. I was not
“forced” to submit in order to be trained as a Domina,
I willingly surrendered that power to My Dominant at that
time and it was a very fulfilling experience.
Randy: When you switched from
submissive to Dominant one day, just for the fun of it,
you say you were hooked on Domination from that point on.
Could you explain that time and what happened-the feelings
that rose within you, and what part of Dominating did you
enjoy the most in the beginning?
MISTRESS CYAN: Well, My Master
and I were preparing to go to a Fetish Play Party at a
Fetish Club one night when My Master confided that He
would like to switch for the night and reverse roles. As I
have said before, this was such a surprise and I was so
apprehensive about taking the Dominant role because I had
enjoyed the submissive role so much, but I agreed to try
it.
Shortly after arriving, I instructed My
submissive for the evening to get Me something to drink
and some snacks. He promptly returned, got on his knees
and offered Me the refreshments. I really liked that and I
started to feel a little more comfortable. I then knew
that I could “pull it off” that night because, as a
submissive, I knew how to present, and therefore, knew how
to handle My new submissive.
I then ordered him to crawl over to the
St Andrews Cross where I secured him and started to do a
flogging. Again, I really enjoyed this. The feeling I had
knowing that I was in control of what was going to happen
and when was so cool... I was the one pushing the buttons
and guiding My submissive into subspace, which is a
wonderful place to be... and I speak from experience! I
had the authority to do whatever I wanted and decide how
far I wanted to take My sub. I also had the power to stop
at ANY time I wanted... I had the power to frustrate My
slave or drive him into euphoric bliss.
The experience was something that is
hard to put into words, but it was an awakening... My
fantasies of submissiveness were replaced with the reality
of Dominance. Afterwards, I had a number of slaves in
attendance kneeling at My feet begging to serve Me, giving
Me foot and leg massages and kissing My feet. How could
anyone not enjoy that LOL !!!
Randy: Did you learn the
different aspects of being a Dominatrix from other friends
with more experience? Did you teach yourself?
MISTRESS CYAN: I was actually
taught by some very well known people in the Lifestyle,
some of which were Pro Dommes and some who were not. I was
very lucky to have gotten to know Mistress Jennifer Antone,
a very experienced Pro Domme who was deeply rooted in the
D/s Lifestyle as well. She was fantastic and I will always
remember Her as being a major influence.
Many of the people I was “hanging
out” with and going to play parties with were long time
players. You need to realize that when I came into this,
there was no Internet... It was pretty much all
underground and the Lifestyle was very much “Old
Guard.” There was a lot of protocol and everyone who was
in ‘the scene’ knew everyone else in one capacity or
another. The Janus Society, and later- Threshold, were
really the only “organizations” that were available to
what I may call the general public and you were required
to attend an orientation before being allowed to join and
attend any functions. Many of the people who taught Me
were Officers in those groups. They were people who
traveled and conducted workshops and seminars at the
various Leather events around the country. I am not at
liberty to mention names as many of these people are in
prominent public positions now and would be inappropriate
to “out” them. I credited a few in some recent
interviews and they requested that they remain anonymous
at this point in their lives, so I will respect those
wishes.
As far as teaching Myself... I would say
that it would be more accurate to say that I have taken
what I have been taught and adapted it to My style,
perfected it to the point that I am confident and
comfortable using everything I have learned in any
situation or scene I am in. Everything in life, including
BDSM, is a learning experience and I am either learning
something new or ‘teaching’ Myself something new all
the time. Everyone can, and should continue to learn and
expand their knowledge and expertise. Nobody knows it all
and if they think they do, the only one they’re fooling
is themselves.
Randy: During a session, how
painful and intense has a submissive begged to be treated?
MISTRESS CYAN: Before I answer
this, I’d like to first say that when I do a session
with someone, it is I that decides what, when and how
things will be done, I am not a “paid submissive” that
is getting paid to do whatever someone wants Me to do.
Yes, I find out about the submissive’s desire and
fantasies as well as their interests and limits and I take
all that into consideration when I am going to structure a
scene. I ALWAYS respect hard limits... No means No and a
submissive can be assured that his/her hard limits will
never be violated in a scene, but I also try to include
the things that they are interested in into the scene too.
With that being said, let Me continue
with your question... The most painful thing that a
submissive has begged for in a session was to have his
cock and balls nailed to a board and then have a glass rod
inserted deeply into the urethra. He then wanted Me to
beat his cock with a hammer to shatter the glass rod in
his urethra. He had said that he’d previously inserted
rose bush stems with thorns in the urethra and pulled it
out so the thorns would tear up the tissue and had also
inserted “stinging nettle” a plant that secretes a
very stingy sensation for a considerable amount of time
when touched. Needles to say, I did not do it even though
he begged and begged Me to do it. He even offered Me a
great deal of money if I would, but I would not. I believe
that a Dominant has not only the authority to administer
pain and discipline, but has the responsibility of
maintaining the submissive’s safety as well. One must
accept that responsibility if they want the authority...
they come hand-in-hand with each other.
Now, how intense have I been when
required... Again, I am never “required” to do
anything except take on the responsibility of one’s
safety and that goes with the territory as I previously
stated. I do, however, get very intense when I want to and
when I am playing with heavy players. I really enjoy heavy
flogging and single-tail sessions, intense Violet Wand
play and heavy corporal. I have one person I play with on
a regular basis who I have known for about 12 years and we
get very intense... I start off with an Over-The-Knee
spanking, which is one thing I am pretty well known for,
and is followed up with a leather slapper, then a rubber
slapper, an oak paddle, a mahogany paddle, a razor strap
and finally 200 cane strokes. THAT is pretty intense! The
scene usually lasts for about two hours and he can go that
far because of the slow warm up and progression. Yes, he
is a heavy, masochistic bottom, but could never go that
far if someone just started beating his ass. I know how to
get REALLY intense in a very safe and non-threatening
manner.
Randy: How would you handle a
first time cross-dresser? Let’s say that person wishes
to be cross-dressed, humiliated, turned into your slut and
be treated like one.
MISTRESS CYAN: No, That is
actually a pretty common scene with a lot of heterosexual
males. They don’t feel that they can go there with their
wives of girlfriends for fear of being labeled as gay, or
they fear that the wife or girlfriend will lose respect
for them or even worse, laugh at them and leave them. They
are afraid that the women in their lives will not
understand and that’s a shame. It’s so sad that in our
culture today, people who are in love with each other
cannot be honest with each other for fear of rejection.
But, in My Dungeon, it is another world, it is not the
vanilla world were people are so judgmental. Everyone can
feel accepted rather than tolerated. That enables Me to
touch the souls of many I play with.
I understand their fantasies and their
desires, and I know how to make them a reality on My
terms, which is also important to the submissive. The
session is so much more fulfilling when the submissive is
totally not in control and doesn’t know what is going to
happen next rather than “topping from the bottom” and
telling the Domme what they want to have done to them.
When a novice comes to Me with that fantasy, I will start
doing the session with them as a male and “force
feminize” them by requiring them to get into some very
feminine attire which can range from some simple lingerie
to a full French Maids outfit. I threaten them with a whip
so they comply and then usually put them in some type of
restraints so they feel vulnerable... I strip them of the
masculine energy and male ego and replace it with that
soft feminine side that they usually respond to in a very
positive way.
I will tell them how sexy they look as a
sissy and how much of a slut they are going to become
under My training. Compliance brings a level of praise
while defiance results in ridicule and punishment. Soon,
they realize being a sissy for Me is a good thing and
relates it to good feelings. I tell them how much they are
going to love submitting and are on their way to becoming
a little slut that craves taking My strapon in their mouth
and their pussy ass.
It is never a surprise that they come
see Me on a regular basis... I combine both the physical
and emotional needs into My sessions. I take what they
have been taught as being wrong, or considered taboo, as
being normal and acceptable in My world.
Randy: Why do you think so many
men are drawn to a Dominatrix and other women - who wear
spiked heels? Why do many men want to worship high heels,
spiked heeled boots and feet? Do you think it’s the
symbolism and sexiness of them, or is it another way for
them to be humiliated?
MISTRESS CYAN: Actually, I
think it’s all of the above, both singularly and
collectively. High heels are sexy, they give the foot and
the leg a nice shape and enhance the attractiveness of the
female... the derriere has much more shape and the walk is
much more feminine. Many get excited just by the sound of
“heels clicking on the floor” as women walk.
As far as why some men are attracted to
women’s feet, that is probably as diverse as there are
people. It could be any reason, just as some men prefer
blondes while others prefer brunettes. Some guys can get
turned on looking at a woman’s sexy ass, while another
is attracted to the legs, and then there are those that
look at the feet. I don’t really feel that there is any
particular reason why a guy has a foot fetish.
But, there are, without a doubt, guys
that are into humiliation and enjoy foot worship as a
means of reinforcing their position as a lowly male - who
is there to serve the Female and helps establish the
Female as the Dominant, as the submissive is on all fours
kissing and worshipping Her feet. There is a symbolism
also, to an extent, because most of humanity, today and
all through history, relate the act of kneeling before
someone or kissing their boot as an act of submission and
surrender. The submissive’s acceptance of that
submission- It reinforces that submission.
And speaking of symbolism, it should
also be noted that in today’s world where women are
assuming the work roles of men, running companies as
CEO’s in Corporate America, and more and more are
wearing “male-oriented attire” such as pants and
shirts, it is the high heel that still remains exclusively
feminine. And most men will always be attracted to that
which is exclusively associated with femininity in one way
or another.
Randy: Could you explain to us a
favorite session of yours, how you like the submissive to
act and what you personally like to do the most to a slave
or submissive. You know, ‘These are a few of my favorite
things?’
MISTRESS CYAN: I would have to
say that My favorite sessions are those in which the slave
or submissive really reacts to what I am doing. It
doesn’t always have to be verbal, it can be through body
language. My buttons are pushed through the reactions I
get from the slave or the submissive. It’s not so much
what I am doing, although I do love bondage, flogging and
singletail, heavy corporal, tickling, foot worship, forced
feminization, Violet Wand play and slut training. It’s
what I get back that’s important to Me. Someone who just
stands, sits or lays there and shows no response is like
an emotional vampire... all they do is take and take and
they give nothing back. I WANT something back from them. I
am not there to just give. I won’t play with those type
of people.
I have one slave who goes really deep
into subspace and reacts to every swat of the paddle and
every lash of the whip. It is so erotic to play with
someone like that. I will be sensually sadistic by
alternating the flogging with the light touches and
strokes of My long red fingernails down her back. She
almost melts and the goose bumps just jump out as she
moans in ecstasy - then I resume the flogging and
single-tail, and again light sensual touches with an
occasional rub on the back and ass with a rabbit fur. It
is so sexy and we can play for hours at a time, which is
important to Me because I NEVER put a time limit on a
session.
Randy: I would love to know the
extent of the feelings you yourself receive while immersed
in an excellent session. Could you go into those emotions
and feelings as far as you’d like?
MISTRESS CYAN: Wow, that’s a
very interesting question and I’d have to say that
it’s a number of things. I tend to really focus on what
I am doing because it’s not like just going through the
motions with Me... My sessions are not like following a
manual and going from step 1 to step 2 and so on. Each
session is different in one way or another, as is each
slave or submissive... each is unique in their own way and
the sessions tend to take a life of their own.
I “bond” with the person I am
playing with on, what one might call, a spiritual level of
sorts. I tune into their feelings and having experienced
the sub-space Myself in the past, I can identify where
they are and what they are experiencing. For Me, this
bonding is very intense and if the submissive is giving
back to Me with their emotions and feelings, and are
“letting loose” then I am on My way to getting a
mental and emotional “orgasm”, so to speak, which is
so much more intense than just a physical one. That might
not make sense to a lot of people, but anyone can have a
physical orgasm, that’s what I have My vibrator for, but
the mental and emotional ones aren’t brought about by
sexual stimulation alone. A good scene is like a drug to
me, it gives Me a natural, euphoric high, it stimulates My
senses and challenges My abilities. It’s what drives me
to be the Domina I am. ~
Go see her website now. Mistress
Cyan and send an email.
There is no one else like her.
Randy Burns
Copyright 2003 Randy
Burns, All Rights Reserved.
| About
the Author, Randy Burns |
When I was eighteen in nineteen sixty
six, and I took to the road as a folksinger. It was a road
that doesn't exist anymore. Landing in Greenwich Village
New York, the urban folk revival was in full swing. I
slept on subways and park benches, I'd eat when I could,
but nothing was going to stop me from doing the only thing
I wanted to do. I learned how to survive on the streets,
what to watch out for, and I learned the difference
between women and prostitutes. That knowledge did not come
easily in a neighborhood on the Lower East Side.
I was hired as the permanent opening act at the famous
"Gaslight Cafe" on MacDougal Street. I played on
the same bill with all the major folk stars of that era. I
learned quickly by being there. When folk rock came, I was
a singer that jumped right on board. I loved it, and under
the name "Randy Burns and the Skydog Band" I had
albums released on Mercury and Polydor Records. Playing
all the best clubs in the country, receiving wonderful
reviews, I came right to the brink of success. I quit the
music business, breaking my contracts, and went back out
on the roadagain as a folksinger. A bag over my shoulder,
guitar in my hand, I was still a singer and a traveler on
the disappearing road for another fourteen years after the
release of my last album. That was a time, a wonderful
period, when small eras made legends out of time. I now
reside in Connecticut and write for the web. Contact Randy
at Randy Burns
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